will he go mad today?

Tuesday, September 25th 2007
8.55 am

five more minutes till apocalypse. i could feel my heart was pumping twice as fast as usual. too loud hence i could hear it distinctly. my eyes were somehow drifting to the wall where the clock is hung. i asked my self, "is he OK? will he go mad today?" no one knew the answer. i looked at my neighbour who was sitting next to me. she shook her head as if knowing my sorrow.

would prayer help at this moment in time? maybe it would. maybe it wouldn't.
it's worth trying.

dear God,
i don't know what the future holds. blur. it's blur. i don't know what to expect. what to speculate.
he's too unpredictable.
whatever happens, i know that You will always be with me.

Tuesday, September 25th 2007
9.00 am

it was time. argh !! i was going insane !!
i pushed the door of the next subject's class room. "this is it," i said to my self. he was not there. i waited. we waited. 1 minute passed by. he was still not there. 2 minutes. not even a sign that he was present. my metabolism was not working with me. i wanted to pee. i went to the ladies room. i went back. he was yet to come. i sat at one of the benches in the room.

BLAP! the door opened..
"hi, guys..!"

he was not mad.
thank God.

see, prayers do work...
God does listen to our plea.